Life

Started my Degree course

and honestly I am not enjoying myself :(

Trying really hard right now to suit myself in this new course.

With all my close girlfriends in different course and one of them is leaving.

I feel even worst.

I am still thinking whether I am in the right path.

This is something that I wanna do but I just feel so empty when I am in the class.

Not knowing anything.

Urggghh.

FML! I hope I cn suit in fast without my babes

I miss u guys badly

Although we see each other but I just ...

Done.

This post is very over due. heheh I am finally done with my Diploma program :D Got so nervous before getting my results.

After seeing my ID number appear on the paper outside the exam centre. I was dam happy! Then we had a graduation ceremony. I got myself a Hounourable Pass. Am quite satisfied with it :)

Went to Ragaee bar later to celebrate with the chick and dicks. So what's next for me?? hmm.. maybe Degree Still thinking bout it. Cnt really decide.

p/s: Need somebody to kidnap my heart.

Am so tired of waiting and getting my hopes crash down to the floor

After 2 years.

After 2 years I am gonna graduate soon.
Well that's if I pass *cross finger* lol
Time fly pretty fast. I am still thinking what should I do after my diploma
Take degree?? where? What course?

Back to square 1 where I think which path I should take to my future.
Honestly I am not ready to grow up.
Now that is weird of me :P

Gonna have my final in 1-2 days. I have study here and there
Did my revision as well. But I feel like so empty O.o
Lack of confident perhaps.

All I wan is to pass my diploma that's all.
God pls bless me. :)

p/s: I often make wishes in my heart.

And yes I am that childish to do that.

Sue me :)

Finally is OVER!

Tittle say is all.
Finally I am done with my PSR report.
print. sealed and deliver.

After all the sleepless night I had
Is done. weee~
I totally forgot to take a pic of my hard work.

Now got my upselling menu to do.
Need to do more research :O
Studying mode is currently ON :)

Isaac & Ice cream day

Baskin Robbins with him

Isaac got his result and decide to get ice cream to celebrate

Went to baskin robbins @ taipan after kitchen class.

My jakun here first time eating baskin robbins -.-

Next time we go eat again la after u finish working

Am glad u like it :D congrats again on your result.

The next day went to school to get his's oh-so-long-punya-cert ;)

Visit some teachers, drop him to work and went to uni for french class

All pictures taken from is blog. :)

p/s: I make the same wish every single day

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I think I am ready.
I'm am going to leave the matter aside
and walk away.
Is the best way to it and I ran out of braveness to face it already
If I dont I might go insane
Because I cant help myself thinking about it when I am alone stonnnig.

I know for sure
It will not happen.
I am thinking too much and creating a lot of craps in my head
that I know I am just hoping too much for it to happen.

p/s: somehow I just lose my faith in finding someone.

Mayb I dont have a someone? or

Do I have a someone?

It keeps me thinking

And again?

I always put my hopes on something
I already knew that it will never work.
This is not the first time and yet I still doing the same thing.

I always think that if I never try how sure it will never work?
BUT
usually/ most of the time things never work. so yeah

I know I should not go so near to you .
Coz I completely cant control my feelings well.
Once we do something together I want to do it again or more.
When I finally forget bout u, u come back to see me.

Liking someone you should not - SUCKS
Cant confess to the person - SUCKS TOO :(
Not being love - ALSO SUCKS

p/s: On the bright side, I pass my term 5 :)